I've joined the ranks of those wandering. Those who wonder about who they are, who they'll be and what they'll do. They wonder if they'll actually get the job they're thinking about or if they'll just end up as a secretary for Holistic Medicine Inc. They wonder who they'll marry and if their marriage will be happy. Whether they'll have kids. They wonder if they'll ever move to Australia and spend a year there, or if they're going to spend the rest of their lives on a suburban Minnesota street. They wonder, but they keep moving... I read a quote in My Hands Came Away Red (see the post before this one.) Kyle said it."Life is a journey. Some questions get answered later. You can't stop traveling just because that's not now."
I have a big God. He knows what he's doing. He know the answers to all of the above questions. I don't have the option of pulling off to the side of the road; I have to trust him and keep going. <3
I totally understand. You might think I wouldn't because I know (or, at least, think I do =) ) what I'm going to do, but there are tons of other things to worry about. That was a nice post. =) I think God must be trying to whack my head with it, because it hurts. =/
ReplyDeleteHey- I wanted to talk to you last night. I like your post here. -not as a discouragement, but one doesn't stop wondering---but that's the BEAUTY of it! I love your heart my dear!
ReplyDeleteRuth, I totally understand what you're going through because I'm going through it too!!It's so hard not knowing what's going to happen, but guess what? GOD DOES!! And he has total control and all things WILL work together for good....... I love you dearest!!
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